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TOUCH-1
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TOUCH-3 (end)
TOUCH-4 (begin)
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VISION-2.4
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APPENDIX A
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3.1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3.2
INDEX OF AUTHORS

own case, I recollect acts performed by older persons in 

ignorance and thoughtlessness which undoubtedly tended to foster 

and strengthen my algolagnic instinct. 

 

"Little or nothing was done to prevent, discover, or remedy the 

pernicious habit into which I was falling unknowingly. 

Circumcision was perhaps little thought of in those days as a 

preventive of juvenile masturbation; at any rate, it was not 

resorted to in my case. I remember, indeed, that a nurse 

discovered that I was practicing masturbation, and I think she 

made a few half-hearted attempts to stop it. It was probably 

these attempts which gave me a growing feeling that there was 

something wrong about masturbation, and that it must be practiced 

secretly. But they were unsuccessful in their main object. The 

practice continued. 

 

"I went to school at the age of 10. There I came in contact 

almost without warning, with the ordinary lewdness and grossness 

of school conversation, and took to it readily. I soon became 

conversant with the theory of sexual relations; but never got the 

opportunity of sexual intercourse, and probably should have felt 

some moral restraint even had such opportunity presented itself, 

for coitus, however interesting it might be to talk about, was a 

bigger thing to practice than masturbation. I masturbated fairly 

frequently, occasionally producing two orgasms in quick 

succession. I seldom masturbated with the hand; my method was to 

lie face downward. There was probably little or no homosexuality 

at my first school. I never heard of it till later, and it was 

always repugnant to me, though surrounded with a certain morbid 

interest. Masturbation was discountenanced openly at the school, 

but was, I believe, extensively practiced, both at that school 

and at the two others I afterward attended. The boys often talked 

about the hygiene of it; and the general theory was that it was 

somehow physically detrimental; but I heard no arguments advanced 

sufficiently cogent to make me see the necessity for a real moral 

effort against the habit, though, as I neared puberty, I was 

indulging more moderately and with greater misgivings. 

 

"The fact of becoming acquainted with the theory of sexual 

intercourse tended to diminish the algolagnia, and to impel my 

sexual instinct into an ordinary channel. On one occasion 

circumstances brought me into close contact with a woman for 

about three or four weeks, I being a mere boy and she very much 

my senior. I felt sexually attracted by this woman, and allowed 

myself a degree of familiarity with her which I have since 

recognized as undue and have deeply regretted. It did not, 

however, go to the length of seduction, and I trust may have 

passed away without leaving any permanent harm. It should, 


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