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PREFACE
TOUCH-1
TOUCH-2
TOUCH-3 (begin)
TOUCH-3 (end)
TOUCH-4 (begin)
TOUCH-4 (end)
SMELL-1
SMELL-2
SMELL-3.1
SMELL-3.2
SMELL-3.3
SMELL-3.4
SMELL-3.5
SMELL-4 (begin)
SMELL-4 (end)
SMELL-5
HEARING-1
HEARING-2
HEARING-3
VISION-1.1
VISION-1.2
VISION-1.3
VISION-2.1
VISION-2.2
VISION-2.3
VISION-2.4
VISION-3
VISION-4
VISION-5
APPENDIX A
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3.1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3.2
INDEX OF AUTHORS

but a certain sympathy with them, and pity and affection. I 

remained faithful to the first, J.H., until she was kept by a 

man, and gave up her gentlemen friends. Then came D.V. She got in 

the family way and left London. Last, M.P. She was not pretty, 

but a good figure, well dressed, a bright conversationalist, and 

an intelligent mind. Her regular price for the night was L5, but 

when she got to know one she would take one for less and take 

one 'on tick.' She was very sensual. On one occasion, between 11 

P.M. and about midday the following day I experienced the orgasm 

eleven or twelve times. 

 

"During term time I was often prevented from having women by want 

of money and absence from London. I considered myself lucky if I 

could have a woman once or twice a month. My allowance was not 

large enough to admit of such luxuries; and I was only able to do 

what I did by being economical in my general expenditure and 

living, and by running up bills for whatever I could get on 

credit. I lived in the hopes of picking up 'amateurs' who would 

give me what I wanted for the love of it and without payment. My 

efforts were not very successful at present, except in the case 

of M.S. I considered myself very lucky in having discovered her, 

and I should have stuck to her for longer but for the rival 

attraction of another. There was, however, no deep sentiment on 

either side. 

 

"But in order to preserve a continuity in my account of the 

women, I have left out two cases of temporary reversion to 

homosexual practices. During the periods when I could not get a 

woman I had recourse once more to masturbation. At times I had 

'wet dreams' in which boys figured; and my thoughts, in waking 

hours, sometimes reverted to memories of my school experiences. I 

think, however, that I should have preferred a woman." 

 

The homosexual reversions were as follows:-- 

 

"1. I had arranged to meet a shopgirl one evening, outside the 

town. She did not turn up. The meeting place was a railway 

bridge. Waiting there too, a few feet from me, was a boy of about 

15. He was employed (I afterward found) by a gardener, and was 

waiting to meet his brother, who was engaged on the line. I got 

into casual conversation with him, and suddenly found myself 

wondering whether he ever masturbated. With a feeling, that I can 

only describe by calling it an intuition, I moved nearer him, and 

asked: 'Do you ever play with yourself?' He did not seem 

surprised at the abruptness of my question, and answered 'yes.' I 

thereupon touched his penis, and _found he had an erection_! I 

suggested retiring to a bench that was near. We sat down. I 

masturbated him till he experienced the orgasm; then 

intercrurally. I gave him a shilling, and said good night. 

 

"2. During my last summer at the university I took to gardening. 


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