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PREFACE
TOUCH-1
TOUCH-2
TOUCH-3 (begin)
TOUCH-3 (end)
TOUCH-4 (begin)
TOUCH-4 (end)
SMELL-1
SMELL-2
SMELL-3.1
SMELL-3.2
SMELL-3.3
SMELL-3.4
SMELL-3.5
SMELL-4 (begin)
SMELL-4 (end)
SMELL-5
HEARING-1
HEARING-2
HEARING-3
VISION-1.1
VISION-1.2
VISION-1.3
VISION-2.1
VISION-2.2
VISION-2.3
VISION-2.4
VISION-3
VISION-4
VISION-5
APPENDIX A
APPENDIX B HISTORY-1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.2
APPENDIX B HISTORY-2.3
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3.1
APPENDIX B HISTORY-3.2
INDEX OF AUTHORS

and decided on a course of conduct that ultimately brought me 

past this danger to better health and comparative happiness. I 

said to myself that there is always a certain amount of 

preliminary thought and dalliance before I do this deed; 

doubtless this it is that renders me incapable of resisting. I 

decided, therefore, never to let my thoughts _commence_ to dwell 

on lustful things, but to think of something else on the _first_ 

intimation of their appearance in my mind. I rigorously followed 

this rule; and it proved successful, and I recommend it to others 

in the same predicament as myself. After suffering weeks and 

months of dread and illness once more, falling away in flesh and 

turning yellow, I gradually mended a little. I had a better color 

and tone, and was something like other young men, barring a 

strange alternate exaltation and depression. Even this gradually 

became less noticeable, and my moods more even and reliable." 

 

 

FOOTNOTES: 

 

[219] My Christian faith is of a somewhat nonemotional, intellectual type, 

with a considerable element of agnostic reserve. 

 

[220] On having connection with my wife I frequently exhibit sufficient 

sexual power to produce orgasm in her; but on occasion, especially during 

the first year or so of married life, I have been unable to do this, owing 

to the too rapid action of the reflexes in myself, and have even, now and 

again, had emissions _ante portam_. 

 


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